We Can't.

The most complex word I know is

Relationship.

Not only does this word mean I can kiss who I want

It means I must live in fear that one day it will be over

There was one that I wish to mention now

This was no boyfriend, she and I were soul sisters

So I thought

She and I did everything together from laughing at jokes

To studying, from watching TV to facebook

6 years later.

The pain of laughing alone at a memory we share

The unsettling thought that brings me sadness

The idea that two people could be so close

But then wake up one morning and realize that

The entire friendship is gone

We no longer share giggles

We no longer have sleepovers

We no longer share secret

No more plans,

Waiting for her, no

In class giggles, no

Talking to her, no

Hugs from her, no

She is now the person I fear most.