PUZZLE FOR SALE

PUZZLE FOR SALE

Sorry I haven't been updating this...

Hey guys, I am so sorry. I forgot how much I love writing. And I am cleaning out my childhood bedroom and found lots of good stuff- so hopefully Ill be posting that within the next week. but for Now Please understand that I just lost my way for a pinch and I still plan to keep updating the blog. Even if it is only for a spurt of like 2 months every year.

A.T.H.E.A.R.T

A Pillar

This not only supports whatever lay on top of it

He or she who may lean on it, will never fall

Eternities may pass and you can always count on it

Arbitrary as it may be, this steady and solid thing remains

Regardless of emotional wishes, it never has only one job

True Love

February 5 2013. One Year.

I cried,

I wailed,

I made mistakes. 

I was so weak, 

I broke. 

ONE YEAR LATER

I am becoming stronger,

I am making amends,

My wailing is no longer silent. 

My crying is no longer quiet, 

I am learning. 

Being a Teenager

Teens, YOLO, just do it

Three phrases; one bond

They share a common misunderstanding

Meaning what?

Meaning exactly that,

Teens – only refers to numbers between ages

YOLO – seems to mean do it because you can

Just do it- meaning not to care about the process in which you decide what you do

They are opposites, yet also synonyms

As ‘teens’ we are often told

“these are the best years of our lives”

And “we should live a little”

So in following the advice of those older then us

We should not care about small things, but what is small?

Beyond the letters of this message lay the most interesting question

Are these people saying that we should just live ‘YOLO’

Should we only care about doing things, because we can?

I am often told “enjoy being young”

What does that mean?

I cannot keep living in a mixed up society

Strong

I was strong
Stronger then I had ever been
I had forgotten about it, I had learned. 
Or so I thought. 
But when it happened again
My wall broke and punched me where it hurt
I couldn't resist
I am sorry,
I thought I was better, but I guess I'm not